So guess what, guys...We made it safely to Arizona. It took FIVE whole days to get here. It has never taken us so long to get here before... : /
Well, we had some car trouble with our van. It wasn't shifting well up and down the mountain and our van was overheating and two hoses were cracked and leaking. Grandpa got a ticket going down a 7% grade mountain going 70 in a 45! Dad left his phone at a Fazoli's and had to turn around and get it. Grandpa jackknifed Dad's truck (broke the side light cover of the camper, dented the bottom bumper of the camper, and rubbed paint on the front bumper of Dad's truck). We left on Wednesday night at midnight so everyone was EXHAUSTED and we had to stop several times the next day to rest. And every stop we made took about an hour each. (I apologize for the non-chronological order here).
But now we are here and we are all still alive. For now.
So all my fears that I mentioned before are still here. Confirmed even. But I know that God will make this good, like he always does.
Signing off,
Amy Kathleen
P.S. Please pray:
-that the AC gets fixed in our house.
-that I may have faith instead of fear.
-that we may use our faith to impact many here.
Keep your eyes pealed for pictures of our trip. <3 ; )
Tuesday, August 23, 2016
Sunday, August 7, 2016
[When] Love Broke Through // I'm Getting Baptized!!
I grew up in a Christian family, but it wasn't until I was twelve years old that I decided to take the decision into my own hands and ask God--on my own--to come into my life. It was the best decision I've ever made.
Since then I have been growing in my faith and keeping people around me who reflect Him. And all this crazy moving-across-the-country thing has really helped in the growing-of-faith aspect.
Anyways, I've been wanting to be baptized for years now. I thought I wanted to be baptized at the church that I became a Christian at...but God has different plans.
Since moving back to Minnesota we've been going to an amazing church. I've tried really really hard to fit in with the other youth and getting all of them--the youth pastors included--to like me. I know now I shouldn't have hurt myself trying, but at the time it seemed important.
Interestingly enough, a lot of the people from our church in Arizona and our church here are from San Diego...I guess that's why it seemed so fitting for us to be going to this church.
This church has been praying for us through all our hard times living here in Minnesota. And a few weeks ago they announced that they will be doing baptisms--two weeks before we move.
My mom and I got talking and we decided that her and I should be baptized here with this church and the people who've been praying for us. How fitting, right!?
So last week there was a meeting for those of us getting baptized. They told us we will be asked, "Why do you want to be baptized?"
Then it hit me. Why do I want to be baptized? What's the purpose of baptism anyways?
I've been praying that God would reveal this answer to me. These are the verses I found helpful:
What are you waiting for? Get up and be baptized. Have your sins washed away by calling on the name of the Lord.’ Acts 22:16
So he gave orders for them to be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ. Acts 10:48
And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes. Galatians 3:27
And that water is a picture of baptism, which now saves you, not by removing dirt from your body, but as a response to God from a clean conscience. It is effective because of the resurrection of Jesus Christ. 1 Peter 3:21
Jesus came and told his disciples, “I have been given all authority in heaven and on earth. Therefore, go and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Teach these new disciples to obey all the commands I have given you. And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Matthew 28:18-20
Peter replied, “Each of you must repent of your sins and turn to God, and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. Then you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. Acts 2:38
Jesus replied, “Let it be so now; it is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness.” Then John consented. Matthew 3:15
Well then, should we keep on sinning so that God can show us more and more of his wonderful grace? Of course not! Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it? Or have you forgotten that when we were joined with Christ Jesus in baptism, we joined him in his death? For we died and were buried with Christ by baptism. And just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious power of the Father, now we also may live new lives. Romans 6:1-4
Don’t you realize that those who do wrong will not inherit the Kingdom of God? Don’t fool yourselves. Those who indulge in sexual sin, or who worship idols, or commit adultery, or are male prostitutes, or practice homosexuality, or are thieves, or greedy people, or drunkards, or are abusive, or cheat people—none of these will inherit the Kingdom of God. Some of you were once like that. But you were cleansed; you were made holy; you were made right with God by calling on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God. 1 Corinthians 6:9-11
So, to answer the first question: I want to be baptized because "Jesus [said]...it is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness." Matthew 3:15. Because Jesus was baptized and I want to be like Jesus. Because it was said, “Each of you must repent of your sins and turn to God, and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. Then you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit." Acts 2:38. Because I want to be "...united with Christ in baptism..." and to "...put on Christ, like putting on new clothes." Galatians 3:27
I officially accepted the Lord into my heart when I was twelve-years-old. Since then I've wanted to be baptized. In Galatians 3:27 it says, "And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes." I'm ready
I officially accepted the Lord into my heart when I was twelve-years-old. Since then I have wanted to be baptized. In Romans 6:2-4 it says, "Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it? Or have you forgotten that when we were joined with Christ Jesus in baptism, we joined him in his death? For we died and were buried with Christ by baptism. And just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious power of the Father, now we also may live new lives." I'm ready.
Since then I have been growing in my faith and keeping people around me who reflect Him. And all this crazy moving-across-the-country thing has really helped in the growing-of-faith aspect.
Anyways, I've been wanting to be baptized for years now. I thought I wanted to be baptized at the church that I became a Christian at...but God has different plans.
Since moving back to Minnesota we've been going to an amazing church. I've tried really really hard to fit in with the other youth and getting all of them--the youth pastors included--to like me. I know now I shouldn't have hurt myself trying, but at the time it seemed important.
Interestingly enough, a lot of the people from our church in Arizona and our church here are from San Diego...I guess that's why it seemed so fitting for us to be going to this church.
This church has been praying for us through all our hard times living here in Minnesota. And a few weeks ago they announced that they will be doing baptisms--two weeks before we move.
My mom and I got talking and we decided that her and I should be baptized here with this church and the people who've been praying for us. How fitting, right!?
So last week there was a meeting for those of us getting baptized. They told us we will be asked, "Why do you want to be baptized?"
Then it hit me. Why do I want to be baptized? What's the purpose of baptism anyways?
I've been praying that God would reveal this answer to me. These are the verses I found helpful:
What are you waiting for? Get up and be baptized. Have your sins washed away by calling on the name of the Lord.’ Acts 22:16
So he gave orders for them to be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ. Acts 10:48
And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes. Galatians 3:27
And that water is a picture of baptism, which now saves you, not by removing dirt from your body, but as a response to God from a clean conscience. It is effective because of the resurrection of Jesus Christ. 1 Peter 3:21
Jesus came and told his disciples, “I have been given all authority in heaven and on earth. Therefore, go and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Teach these new disciples to obey all the commands I have given you. And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Matthew 28:18-20
Peter replied, “Each of you must repent of your sins and turn to God, and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. Then you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. Acts 2:38
Jesus replied, “Let it be so now; it is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness.” Then John consented. Matthew 3:15
Well then, should we keep on sinning so that God can show us more and more of his wonderful grace? Of course not! Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it? Or have you forgotten that when we were joined with Christ Jesus in baptism, we joined him in his death? For we died and were buried with Christ by baptism. And just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious power of the Father, now we also may live new lives. Romans 6:1-4
Don’t you realize that those who do wrong will not inherit the Kingdom of God? Don’t fool yourselves. Those who indulge in sexual sin, or who worship idols, or commit adultery, or are male prostitutes, or practice homosexuality, or are thieves, or greedy people, or drunkards, or are abusive, or cheat people—none of these will inherit the Kingdom of God. Some of you were once like that. But you were cleansed; you were made holy; you were made right with God by calling on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God. 1 Corinthians 6:9-11
So, to answer the first question: I want to be baptized because "Jesus [said]...it is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness." Matthew 3:15. Because Jesus was baptized and I want to be like Jesus. Because it was said, “Each of you must repent of your sins and turn to God, and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. Then you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit." Acts 2:38. Because I want to be "...united with Christ in baptism..." and to "...put on Christ, like putting on new clothes." Galatians 3:27
I officially accepted the Lord into my heart when I was twelve-years-old. Since then I've wanted to be baptized. In Galatians 3:27 it says, "And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes." I'm ready
I officially accepted the Lord into my heart when I was twelve-years-old. Since then I have wanted to be baptized. In Romans 6:2-4 it says, "Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it? Or have you forgotten that when we were joined with Christ Jesus in baptism, we joined him in his death? For we died and were buried with Christ by baptism. And just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious power of the Father, now we also may live new lives." I'm ready.
Thursday, August 4, 2016
Prone to Wander
Hey Everyone! Its a Thursday. We're in August. There's about 14 days till we move. I'm having a sleepover with a close friend of mine. This is sort of goodbye (sort of).
I was over at some family's house on Saturday and we had a mini-party (a.k.a.: a family-goodbye-party). It was fun but sad. I don't like goodbye's.
On Sunday we went to my cousins before-the-wedding party (I'm not really sure what you call that--its too early *running on little sleep*) that was another family-goodbye-party of sorts. We don't get to see everyone that often and that was kind of goodbye.
On Monday I invited a ton of friends to help us pack the house...there was about five friends that could make it...and it was a blast! I'm extremely sad about that though. Why on earth do these people have to make it so hard to leave them?!? (but I am so thankful for the help, you guys! Come again soon! <3)
On Tuesday we went to the lake with more friends--as usual on Summer-Tuesdays. It was a blast, as always.
Wednesday we picked up a friend of mine so she could spend the night and hang out with us at youth group. The real reason she came is so that she could meet that one guy I mentioned in a previous post...but he was--for one of the first times since my coming to youth group--was gone. And you wanna know where her was?
Too bad, I'm not telling you. That'd be rude.
; P
So now we have today. Thursday. Guess what comes on Thursday...the parts of the U-Haul truck. That basically means we begin loading the truck today....
I'm not going to cry.
I'm not going to cry.
I'm not going to cry.
Once we get to Arizona, everything will be fine...right?
I was over at some family's house on Saturday and we had a mini-party (a.k.a.: a family-goodbye-party). It was fun but sad. I don't like goodbye's.
On Sunday we went to my cousins before-the-wedding party (I'm not really sure what you call that--its too early *running on little sleep*) that was another family-goodbye-party of sorts. We don't get to see everyone that often and that was kind of goodbye.
On Monday I invited a ton of friends to help us pack the house...there was about five friends that could make it...and it was a blast! I'm extremely sad about that though. Why on earth do these people have to make it so hard to leave them?!? (but I am so thankful for the help, you guys! Come again soon! <3)
On Tuesday we went to the lake with more friends--as usual on Summer-Tuesdays. It was a blast, as always.
Wednesday we picked up a friend of mine so she could spend the night and hang out with us at youth group. The real reason she came is so that she could meet that one guy I mentioned in a previous post...but he was--for one of the first times since my coming to youth group--was gone. And you wanna know where her was?
Too bad, I'm not telling you. That'd be rude.
; P
So now we have today. Thursday. Guess what comes on Thursday...the parts of the U-Haul truck. That basically means we begin loading the truck today....
I'm not going to cry.
I'm not going to cry.
I'm not going to cry.
Once we get to Arizona, everything will be fine...right?
Sunday, July 24, 2016
It's a Trust Issue; Prone to Ponder
Church was amazing today. All week I've been thinking about my need to trust God with everything--my fear of the future, of the unknown--and now this mornings message was on trusting God.
Miracles do happen, people.
"Can we trust God to [till] death?"
We focused on Psalm 20. David's posture is amazing. I guess that's what its all about; our posture.
Then I ask myself, "What is my posture? What does my posture, my faith, look like to those around me? Especially during difficult times? Am I really a good role model?"
I want to look like David. I pray that I do or will someday in the near future. Hands lifted high to the Father during every thing in life.
"Some trust in chariots and some trust in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God." Psalm 20:7
Have you ever thought about what your posture might look like? Have you read Psalm 20 and pondered such things? Am I the only one?
Miracles do happen, people.
"Can we trust God to [till] death?"
We focused on Psalm 20. David's posture is amazing. I guess that's what its all about; our posture.
Then I ask myself, "What is my posture? What does my posture, my faith, look like to those around me? Especially during difficult times? Am I really a good role model?"
I want to look like David. I pray that I do or will someday in the near future. Hands lifted high to the Father during every thing in life.
"Some trust in chariots and some trust in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God." Psalm 20:7
Have you ever thought about what your posture might look like? Have you read Psalm 20 and pondered such things? Am I the only one?
Help!
So I've been trying to brainstorm a new name for this blog. Something that fits, that I love, and that is catchy (to a point). Please comment with some ideas!!!
Here are a few that I've come up with thus far:
Here are a few that I've come up with thus far:
- Prone to Wander
- In Christ Alone
- Live. Love. Faith. Purity.
- Dear Amy
- When Given a Pen...
What is your favorite? Have any suggestions/other ideas? Please comment below! <3
Saturday, July 23, 2016
A New Novel Idea...
Lying in bed, putting my brother to sleep, I allowed myself to dream. Or rather, I couldn't keep myself from it. As a result, a new novel idea let loose:
A girl, around 16 years old, has had heart problems since she was twelve. She's been wearing a heart monitor on her belt since.
At youth group one night, a new kid, a boy around her age, showed up. New kids show up all the time; there wasn't anything curious about it. Until her heart skipped again. As usual, she fell to the floor, unconscious. Upon awakening this new boy pulled her aside. Apparently one of the other kids there had told him what happened and how it was nothing unusual. The youth pastor knew what to do and took care of it, so it was no big deal. After all, he was a doctor before becoming a youth pastor. The boy asked her, "You don't actually have heart problems, do you?" A shocking question, coming from this new kid. She stared ahead, refusing to answer. "I checked your heart monitor after you fell. It didn't show any signs of your heart skipping a beat--like they said it does." He looked her in the eyes. "I know what's happening to you and I can help."
...
So what do you all think? Don't steal the idea. I'm declaring copyright. ; )
I'm really excited about this idea and I'm ready to get started with the plot. Though I won't be completely abandoning the Darrion Marine story. <3
Have a blessed weekend!
Amy Kathleen
A girl, around 16 years old, has had heart problems since she was twelve. She's been wearing a heart monitor on her belt since.
At youth group one night, a new kid, a boy around her age, showed up. New kids show up all the time; there wasn't anything curious about it. Until her heart skipped again. As usual, she fell to the floor, unconscious. Upon awakening this new boy pulled her aside. Apparently one of the other kids there had told him what happened and how it was nothing unusual. The youth pastor knew what to do and took care of it, so it was no big deal. After all, he was a doctor before becoming a youth pastor. The boy asked her, "You don't actually have heart problems, do you?" A shocking question, coming from this new kid. She stared ahead, refusing to answer. "I checked your heart monitor after you fell. It didn't show any signs of your heart skipping a beat--like they said it does." He looked her in the eyes. "I know what's happening to you and I can help."
...
So what do you all think? Don't steal the idea. I'm declaring copyright. ; )
I'm really excited about this idea and I'm ready to get started with the plot. Though I won't be completely abandoning the Darrion Marine story. <3
Have a blessed weekend!
Amy Kathleen
Translation Comparison
I look up to the mountains; does my strength come from the mountains? No, my strength comes from God, who made heaven, and earth, and mountains. Psalm 121:1-2 (MSG)
This is how the group, for King and Country, begin their song, Shoulders. One thing I've noticed about this group is that they like The Message Bible translation, using it in several of their songs. Mom says she doesn't like that translation as much because it is paraphrased rather than word-for-word:
I agree.
Though I like seeing it side by side with other translations. And sometimes I like this one more. Like now, for instance.
Psalm 121:1-2 MSG brings me comfort as apposed to it in another translation:
I lift up my eyes to the mountains-- where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of Heaven and earth. Psalm 121:1-2 (NIV)
And maybe its just how Joel says it in the song with the music in the background that makes it so touching--but I don't really know.
The translation that my family most often uses is the New International Version, but lately I have been reading from New Living Translation.
Though I like seeing it side by side with other translations. And sometimes I like this one more. Like now, for instance.
Psalm 121:1-2 MSG brings me comfort as apposed to it in another translation:
I lift up my eyes to the mountains-- where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of Heaven and earth. Psalm 121:1-2 (NIV)
And maybe its just how Joel says it in the song with the music in the background that makes it so touching--but I don't really know.
The translation that my family most often uses is the New International Version, but lately I have been reading from New Living Translation.
Friday, July 22, 2016
What's New...
So hopefully everyone knows by now, we are indeed moving. All the way across the country.
*dramatic pause*
Yes, we are, once again, moving to Arizona. *happy dance* But honestly, I have mixed feelings. I mean, it's been three years living here in Minnesota-- I should have mixed feelings. In fact, when the news was much newer I felt bad by not having mixed feelings. I was praising Jesus all the way for this amazing and miraculous news.
But then it hit me.
I mean, things here haven't been great. Life at home has been extremely difficult. But outside of home? With my new writing friends? And the youth group (I finally started going!)? That was great. And I'm going to miss that. A lot.
I am honestly afraid of what life will be like again living in Arizona. I'm afraid of the influences. I realized something drastic the other day...
I have never been boy-crazy. I mean, I hope to get married one day, but I'm not pushing for that to happen. I trust that God will bring him into my life at just the right time and I don't want to screw that up by dating every guy I meet. Forgive me, but I hate the dating game.
I'm not even sorry for saying that. : )
Anyways, so when we last went to visit Arizona in February I was talking with a close friend of mine and he was trying to get me to say who I had a crush on. I didn't have a crush on any guy at the time, but my sister got it in his head that I did, so I had to come up with someone. Originally my answer was a guy I had a dream about marrying once whose name was Ryan. That satisfied him until he realized that Ryan isn't a real person. Then I went to my back-up guy, Fitz, from my favorite book series Keeper of the Lost Cities (by Shannon Messenger). Then he found out he was fictional as well. So, I finally gave way and said I was interested in a guy in my youth group (Lord, please don't let him be reading this!). Then he started asking all sorts of questions about this guy from my youth group. I answered them all and began thinking. Suddenly, I really did like the guy. I was becoming boy-crazy and I'm sad to say its been going on for a few months until I made this recent discovery.
And it wouldn't have happened if I never went to visit Arizona.
This is what I am afraid of; losing my purity because of the pressure/example/expectation that I face in Arizona. While I am here I can easily tell you I refuse to lose my purity, but there?
Is this me being afraid of the unknown?
Mom and I keep reminding ourselves; mosquitos and wood ticks--reasons enough on there own to make anyone want to leave.
Also, though, the memory of the difficulties we've suffered as a family over the past three years makes us want to leave.
But my friends here-- I don't want to lose them. Some of them I just made at a writing conference (more on that later) and some that have helped me through so much during these painful few years.
And then there is distant relatives. Most of my family (distant relatives) lives here (though I am happy to announce that my aunt, uncle, and their five children are moving with us!).
I keep telling myself that once we get to Arizona, everything will be fine. All my old friends will help us unpack and life will be as it was before (sort of). But I don't want to forget all of you up here. I'm afraid I will forget all of you in the busy/craziness in Arizona. I know I won't. But I'm still afraid.
But why is that? Why am I so afraid? I say that I trust God. But if I still have this ever present fear living inside of me, have I really put my full trust in Him?
Guys, this is heavy on my heart. Please pray that things get better--that I can put my full trust in God and his plan in all of this and fear no more. Thank you! <3
So what else is new with me? Well, earlier I said I was going to tell you about the writing conference, so that is a great place to start.
I went to a writing conference/workshop/thingy a few weeks ago and it has been LIFE CHANGING! I will be coming back to this next year!
I met one of my favorite authors-- Jennifer Nielsen.
And I made amazing new friends.
And I learned a lot and it inspired me so much! <3 <3 <3
Other new things-- my aunt (the one that is moving with us) had a baby!! <3
I recently met up with some of my writing friends from the conference (and from co-op).
And they inspired me to outline my novel and keep writing {cause I'm not alone in the battle}. <3
Well, that's all I have for you for now. <3 God Bless!
So I've Been Thinking...
...which can sometimes be scary. Ha!
Anyways, I'm thinking about posting monthly. I don't want to sign up for more than that though.
Cause I'm afraid if I "sign myself up" for anything more that I will feel too overwhelmed and not do it.
Sorry guys. This life... : (
But I CAN easily (I hope!) promise a monthly post. ;-)
I pray this works out! <3
God Bless, Amy Kathleen.
P.S. Oh, and 25 days till moving day! Yikes!
Anyways, I'm thinking about posting monthly. I don't want to sign up for more than that though.
Cause I'm afraid if I "sign myself up" for anything more that I will feel too overwhelmed and not do it.
Sorry guys. This life... : (
But I CAN easily (I hope!) promise a monthly post. ;-)
I pray this works out! <3
God Bless, Amy Kathleen.
P.S. Oh, and 25 days till moving day! Yikes!
Monday, May 23, 2016
Given a new name...
What's New:
Schools over... kind of, anyways. You never really stop learning. But our co-op is over, which gives me a lot more time to write and do other such things.
I have a writing conference coming up in June that I am so excited about! Gotta get writing ;-)
My sister is graduating, which is weird.
I was going on a mission trip in July but it recently got cancelled... :'( I cried.
I auditioned to be on the worship team at my church!!! :D Not sure if I made it yet, though... :/
I'm moving to Arizona in September (instead of July, like it originally was going to be) and we are moving back into our old house... which is weird....
Uh, I can't really think of anything else that is new other than this right now, but I am hoping to be posting more soon <3
Side Note: I'm not sure how long its gonna last, but I have changed the name of this blog to "When Given a Pen...."
By Grace Alone,
Amy Kathleen
Schools over... kind of, anyways. You never really stop learning. But our co-op is over, which gives me a lot more time to write and do other such things.
I have a writing conference coming up in June that I am so excited about! Gotta get writing ;-)
My sister is graduating, which is weird.
I was going on a mission trip in July but it recently got cancelled... :'( I cried.
I auditioned to be on the worship team at my church!!! :D Not sure if I made it yet, though... :/
I'm moving to Arizona in September (instead of July, like it originally was going to be) and we are moving back into our old house... which is weird....
Uh, I can't really think of anything else that is new other than this right now, but I am hoping to be posting more soon <3
Side Note: I'm not sure how long its gonna last, but I have changed the name of this blog to "When Given a Pen...."
By Grace Alone,
Amy Kathleen
Friday, January 22, 2016
What Time is it?
Car wash time!
While Mom is at her Bible Study, the boys wanted to give there cars a wash :-)
I really like this activity for them because even though it is water and can get a little messy, it's quick to create and keeps them occupied for a looong while :-)
We blended water and dish soap, poured it into one bucket while in the other we put clean water for the rinsing (in this picture the clean water bucket looks really soapy) and finally a towel for drying the cars.
Oh yeah, and old tooth brushes to scrub with. :-)
I can't imagine a life without these three boys. I love them! :-)
Thursday, January 14, 2016
Slowing Awakening
~
For the past three years (since we moved back to Minnesota) we have all been sleeping. We had blindfolds cover our eyes so that we cannot see anything clearly. We were blind.
"Though they have...eyes, they cannot see." Psalms 135:16
My Uncle came into town a few weeks ago (for Christmas) and he said something that awakened us. And at that moment God opened our eyes to see the truth of what we've become. Like the story in the Bible (found in John 9 and Mark 8) of where Jesus healed the blind man so he can see, we are no longer blind.And like when Captain America woke up from sleeping for a generation (give or take) things were different (referring to the not-great different).
We stopped fighting. We let the darkness take over our life.
We can now boldly say, "In the Name of Jesus, Satan get out of our house [and lives]"
And faithfully, we all desperately cry out, "Amen!"
Never again shall we give up. The consequences for that were huge and painful. They still are. We are praying every morning that things will be better. We pray for strength to overcome the darkness in exchange for God's Great Light, so that someday we may spend forever with Christ our Lord.
~
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
Learning How to Cope
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It's really hard living here. And I know I've said it a thousand times, but I miss living in Arizona. My best friend is living the life I have always dreamed of having - one that I can't have here in Minnesota. She sings at church, she works at the church café, she volunteers to work with the children and/or preteens, the youth pastor loves her, she has close friends inside youth, she has gone to camp with the church nearly a dozen times, and she is wanted and known in her church.
Those are all the things I've dreamed of.
Those are still all the things I dream of.
Why did we have to leave?
The story is that my Dad's work moved us back. But what if there is more to the story?
Mom says God didn't want us to move but man's will got in the way of God's.
Could it be true?
The thought of that alone brings another round of tears, therefore we will not open that can of worms right now.
My life here in Minnesota hasn't been all bad though. Sometimes I need to remember these things and they help.
For example:
-I've gone to FRANCE!! I probably would have never made it there living in Arizona (I mean seriously, Arizona is so awesome - why would anyone want to leave?)
-We would never have met Lucie (our French friend)
-We saved a little girls life! She got lost at the mall and went outside to look for her parents. She was heading for the road.
-We got to know family better!
-I played a large role in my Aunt's life - she nearly got an abortion!
-I have made some pretty great friends! They have been very supportive throughout my difficult times.
-Would we have ever heard of THM??
-I am the Editor in Chief of a newsletter in my Homeschool Group!
Once I count all the blessings, things here don't seem so bad after all. My life in Arizona will just have to wait. I am learning how to cope. It isn't easy, and I expect a lot more times where I fall helplessly to the ground in hopes that if I fall far enough I'd make it down to Arizona. But I just need to remember that God is really good at making beauty from ashes.
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Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Here is the truth about being back in Minnesota.
Everyone despises our family. Or, that's how they make it seem anyways. I have a big family compared to most and because of that most Minnesotans talk bad about us. For heavens sake, my Aunt says bad stuff about how big our family is in front of my face.
If you don't think that's crooked, than your probably like her. In which case I would advise you to stop reading this now.
My biological family (the Lubrecht's) are constantly ridiculing my family.
My mom's family (the Anderson's) are constantly ridiculing my family.
My dad's family (the Collison's) are constantly ridiculing my family.
We meet people on the streets who ridicule my family.
What's going on? We only have 6 kids. In 2 sets of 3, so that kind of makes it easier too.
Why do other people have to have a problem with us?
Why is having a big family in todays world such a crime?
I hate it. When we lived in Arizona, all our friends encouraged us and kept us going. They love kids and they are helpful.
But here in Minnesota, we have family over and they all ditch us to go out to eat "with just the adults."
In Arizona, kids matter.
In Minnesota, forget the kids. They're just kids. They. Don't. Care.
Really? I'm a kid. I care. My sisters care. My brothers care. We want to spend time with our family and our friends but living here we get stuck with the bad stuff.
Oh, the girls will be happy to watch the kids for us for the next who-knows-how-many-hours.
That may have been the case when we lived in Arizona because they left us every once in a while. But here, when they leave us everyday, there ain't no way you can get me to be happy about that.
If you don't think that's crooked, than your probably like her. In which case I would advise you to stop reading this now.
My biological family (the Lubrecht's) are constantly ridiculing my family.
My mom's family (the Anderson's) are constantly ridiculing my family.
My dad's family (the Collison's) are constantly ridiculing my family.
We meet people on the streets who ridicule my family.
What's going on? We only have 6 kids. In 2 sets of 3, so that kind of makes it easier too.
Why do other people have to have a problem with us?
Why is having a big family in todays world such a crime?
I hate it. When we lived in Arizona, all our friends encouraged us and kept us going. They love kids and they are helpful.
But here in Minnesota, we have family over and they all ditch us to go out to eat "with just the adults."
In Arizona, kids matter.
In Minnesota, forget the kids. They're just kids. They. Don't. Care.
Really? I'm a kid. I care. My sisters care. My brothers care. We want to spend time with our family and our friends but living here we get stuck with the bad stuff.
Oh, the girls will be happy to watch the kids for us for the next who-knows-how-many-hours.
That may have been the case when we lived in Arizona because they left us every once in a while. But here, when they leave us everyday, there ain't no way you can get me to be happy about that.
Thursday, October 15, 2015
Preschool With The Boys
This is what school looks like on Thursdays. Mom, Katie, and Carter are at co-op and Sara is gone on a special trip.
We watched the Leap Frog Letter Factory movie, colored on the white board while I read them "A is for Apple" and "Dr. Seuss's ABC book," then we got out our homemade pumpkin spice scented play-dough. We made a play-dough race track and raced our cars around.
"Cheese!"
For Snack Time we chose the letter C and had 2 Cookies and 2 Carrots. Surprisingly they ate the carrots better than they ate the cookies. ;-)
After snack we played "doctor." Mainly because I tripped and hurt my knee (which was nothing an ice pack couldn't fix). Unfortunately I didn't get any pictures of that, being the patient in all. One thing I learned today is that Levi loves carrots, playing doctor, and playing with cars/play-dough.
I love doing school with my brothers! They are so much fun!
Have a great week!
-Amy Kathleen
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